EAT JUNK

Sunday, February 16, 2014

Time won't fly it's like I'm paralyzed by it

This past week has been hell and I'm so glad I was able to make it through. Quizzes, projects, assignments, homework, meetings...

My workload this sem is no joke and it doesn't help that I have other commitments as well.

So after this hell week I finally went out to treat myself yesterday. Carpenters and Cook with my wifey and bro. Coffee + tarts, I can never get sick of this combination. Then went Pasar Bella to continue eating lolololol wtf.

Met up with my Choir girls for Korean BBQ for dinner. "Celebrated" Audrey's birthday hahaha. I love how we can chat about almost everything, oh and most importantly, I miss singing with them :')

Ended the day with a diarrhea which I suspect was from some uncooked food from the BBQ -_-?!

Yesterday was damnnnn awesome though, I wish everyday was like this :(

Sunday, November 17, 2013

End of semester 1

You know, I really should be studying for finals. The very last thing I should do is to sleep at 2am, wake up at 5pm the very next day (just so you know, that was 15 hours of sleep), go on to slack for the rest of the day, thinking its a good idea to blog at 2am.

Its the long awaited exam break!! Finally!

Things I have been doing for the past week:

Watched Thor
Watched Captain America
Re-watched The Hunger Games
Re-read Catching Fire
Checking the #Catching Fire tag on Tumblr (which I have stopped doing so since today cause there are just too many spoilers floating around in that tag. I mean, I know what is gonna happen but I don't wanna spoil the film man. Some idiot posted the beach scene and I caught a glimpse of it wtf seriously?)
Went for my lessons (this is such an accomplishment, really!)

Anyway, I'm glad that Sem 1 is almost over. Uni is treating me pretty well imo, lets just get over those oh-so-failures I blogged about a few posts ago. To all these shit:

Thank you very much, IDGAF.

I still think about whether I made the right decision to enroll into SMU all the time. Only time will tell. Even so, I think I'm extremely lucky to have nice groups for my mods. I felt so blessed it felt like I've used up all the good karma I've gained for my entire life.

To my groupmates (who won't be reading this):

Thank you guys so much for tolerating my bullshit. I hope I was never, at any point of time, considered as a burden to you guys. It was nice working with yall~!

All right, I shall continue watching The Master.

Wednesday, October 23, 2013

Peace cannot be kept by force; it can only be achieved by understanding.

-Albert Einstein

Wednesday, September 18, 2013

One thing that I learn in Uni...

...the people here are too damn zai already.

You have the ones who are good at sports, and when I say good, they are of national standards.

You have the ones who are good at the arts, singing...acting...and when I say good, they are of national standards.

You have the ones who are good at studies, and when I say good, they are those who are capable of being on the dean list for 4 years straight, kinda thing.

And then you realised how small you are, how inadequate you are, that you are really not as good as you think you are. You get the taste of failure. But seriously...

You know that you have moved out of your comfort zone to try to achieve something. Interviews and auditions are scary, but if you don't ever take the first step, you won't achieve anything. Rejection hurts, but its a way to remind you to stay grounded.

I failed, and it sucks. Every single time after the interview/audition, when the email comes and they say...

Yea, my heart literally sinks and then I just go like ...

Yea, they say there are a lot of opportunities in SMU, but all the opportunities are snatched away by those who are good. Oh well yea, I know, who wants the bad ones right...

Oh well, I just have to work even harder, what else right? This post sounds kinda loser-ish, well yes. Its because these failures suck. It sucks, really.