You have the ones who are good at sports, and when I say good, they are of national standards.
You have the ones who are good at the arts, singing...acting...and when I say good, they are of national standards.
You have the ones who are good at studies, and when I say good, they are those who are capable of being on the dean list for 4 years straight, kinda thing.
And then you realised how small you are, how inadequate you are, that you are really not as good as you think you are. You get the taste of failure. But seriously...
You know that you have moved out of your comfort zone to try to achieve something. Interviews and auditions are scary, but if you don't ever take the first step, you won't achieve anything. Rejection hurts, but its a way to remind you to stay grounded.
I failed, and it sucks. Every single time after the interview/audition, when the email comes and they say...
Yea, my heart literally sinks and then I just go like ...
Yea, they say there are a lot of opportunities in SMU, but all the opportunities are snatched away by those who are good. Oh well yea, I know, who wants the bad ones right...
Oh well, I just have to work even harder, what else right? This post sounds kinda loser-ish, well yes. Its because these failures suck. It sucks, really.
Yea... Everywhere you go have elites. Accept and try to make the best out of your own time and efforts. All the best.
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