東京

I am having such terrible withdrawals it hurts.

Flightless Bird, American Mouth

I was a quick-wit boy
Diving too deep for coins
All of your street light eyes
Wide on my plastic toys
Then when the cops closed the fair
I cut my long baby hair
Stole me a dog-eared map
And called for you everywhere

Have I found you?
Flightless bird, jealous, weeping
Or lost you?
American mouth
Big pill looming

Now I'm a fat house cat
Nursing my sore blunt tongue
Watching the warm poison rats
Curl through the wide fence cracks
Pissing on magazine photos
Those fishing lures thrown in the cold and clean
Blood of Christ mountain stream

Have I found you?
Flightless bird, grounded, bleeding
Or lost you?
American mouth
Big pill, stuck going down

Rachmaninoff

Rachmaninoff Piano Concerto No. 2 in C minor, Op. 18 

I hereby declare this as my all time favourite orchestra piece. Can't stop listening to this. And it doesn't help when I just re-watched few episodes of Nodame Cantabile.

Hectic

Uni ruins life.

I've been so busy with schoolwork I'm neglecting those who love me, my family and friends.

Why?!

I hope you will understand and wait for me. I'm sorry. I promise I will come back soon. For now, just leave me alone.

Imagine

You may say I'm a dreamer

But I'm not the only one

I hope someday you'll join us

And the world will be as one

Time won't fly it's like I'm paralyzed by it

This past week has been hell and I'm so glad I was able to make it through. Quizzes, projects, assignments, homework, meetings...

My workload this sem is no joke and it doesn't help that I have other commitments as well. 

So after this hell week I finally went out to treat myself yesterday. Carpenters and Cook with my wifey and bro. Coffee + tarts, I can never get sick of this combination. Then went Pasar Bella to continue eating lolololol wtf.

Met up with my Choir girls for Korean BBQ for dinner. "Celebrated" Audrey's birthday hahaha. I love how we can chat about almost everything, oh and most importantly, I miss singing with them :')

Ended the day with a diarrhea which I suspect was from some uncooked food from the BBQ -_-?!

Yesterday was damnnnn awesome though, I wish everyday was like this :(

End of semester 1

You know, I really should be studying for finals. The very last thing I should do is to sleep at 2am, wake up at 5pm the very next day (just so you know, that was 15 hours of sleep), go on to slack for the rest of the day, thinking its a good idea to blog at 2am.

Its the long awaited exam break!! Finally!

Things I have been doing for the past week:

1. Watched Thor
2. Watched Captain America
3. Re-watched The Hunger Games
4. Re-read Catching Fire
5. Checking the #Catching Fire tag on Tumblr (which I have stopped doing so since today cause there are just too many spoilers floating around in that tag. I mean, I know what is gonna happen but I don't wanna spoil the film man. Some idiot posted the beach scene and I caught a glimpse of it wtf seriously?)
6. Went for my lessons (this is such an accomplishment, really!)

Anyway, I'm glad that Sem 1 is almost over. Uni is treating me pretty well imo, lets just get over those oh-so-failures I blogged about a few posts ago. To all these shit:

Thank you very much, IDGAF.

I still think about whether I made the right decision to enroll into SMU all the time. Only time will tell. Even so, I think I'm extremely lucky to have nice groups for my mods. I felt so blessed it felt like I've used up all the good karma I've gained for my entire life.

To my groupmates (who won't be reading this):

Thank you guys so much for tolerating my bullshit. I hope I was never, at any point of time, considered as a burden to you guys. It was nice working with yall~!

All right, I shall continue watching The Master.